trauma dreams

dream
stretchy blocks meshy gooey oval after my code sql i remove to wonder if only for database
wave arms at tv screen. uhly girl with mom picnic damcing picnic park
orange bars across tv on screen 
 loud bang at mall 

i hid behind a table in a small bank
light blue.  munson from vids turned blonde thin face gave me a princess crown i rrfused then she eturn. i asked agsin gave me a pony mask no eye holes said happy birthday
everybody still frozen not hiding 
saw guy in empty store where dollar store lansdowne sjouldve been
he was in a sling in a copper  cage perched like a earth globe
a moon stars night sky as sign a nurse attending him

i woke up in a big empty sunny room. curtains i fap
gran atfar end. i got tissues to throw at trash end up nect to gran. she tell me bathroom
i went to a door to a big buiding 

two ladies in front look for bathroom only to find a dark staircase to an open door to street outside lots cars
a door to bathroom formed nearby like the bottom of oldhouse 

when went inside
became big warmyly lit room with carpet
 lady offered cream to rub on me and other lady 
she said kroch coffee maker upstairs. two ladies chat in front of coffe machines


square face hunch back medium height like david deng black cap guy young in hoody black pants tried to go ahead of me. i hurried in bathroom but somehow he went in front i locked the door and a little girl with brown hair pink coat suddenly apppeared
te guy threatened her to stay when he came back and he left. i usherrd the gir outside trying not to touch her saying ill call the cops